So yes I finally decide to write after a month or so being MIA..Classes and Tri-Beta has been crazy and at times I am just so tired...I hate the group of girls from a different organization that  Tri-Beta have to share the office with..It's getting to be like I am in junior high and the girls are the group of girls that used to terrorize because I thought one guy was cute and one of them was happening to date him..Yeapp..it was petty and backstabbing..and somehow I am back to that, but this time the stakes are higher with the club in the mix..they complained to their advisor about the computer and when they found out the Biology department paid they made us share the computer...And I said they should set up a different account since no way in hell am I going to tell them the password and then they shot back with having a bigger space on the poster board than Tri-Beta. I just don't get it...I really don't..I am so sick of it...Tri-Beta represents the Biology department not the dental club...We are the Biology....department...Don't we deserve something? I don't understand why girls like that with their acting "nice" and low-neck clothes they get the bigger board and sharing the computer. And people like me..who never know what to say get  shit...Yet I still have to be nice to them because they will whine and complain to the head of the department who is handling the money for Tri-Beta. What I really want to do to them is to tear their hair off and pull their teeth off one by one. They are trying to compete and with the lack of members coming to our meetings I fear we are on the losing streak...I don't know what to do...I am terrified that whatever I do won't work and I have to plan this induction out...I am just counting the days they all graduate so that I don't have to deal with them again...because I can't stand the living day lights of them...But I will not deign what they did with a response because you know what? After this long ass complaint I am just going to be blind whenever I pass the board. No more...will not let them get to me..and you know what? These are the girls who claw their way and backstab are the ones who are going to win in school and in the job market..and not girls who have pride and class..No these girls with no shame will be on top because they manage to do this...And you know what?

It's okay I am not like that...at least I have a heart...